HomeSick.

Sudden decision to look at all my photos in iPhoto and Facebook made me real miserable now. In my 5 weeks here, I have never missed home so much compared to now. I have the urge to fly home, hug my family and start calling everyone! I miss ICC's icecream and company a lot, I miss my Vs, I miss my bunch of girlfriends, I miss Ryan, I miss my family, I miss Singapore's warmth. I am fucking depressed and the fucking cold weather ain't helping. UGH

ON a random note, I've got a Tumblr account because I figured out my blog has more photos than words. Follow me here!

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Off to my 5th day of work at a temperature of 11 degrees.......

I miss them so much :(

Last few days in SG..

Went out with my Vs on Friday and I had a fabulous time! :)) They planned and prepared a small surprise BBQ as my farewell party. Cycled to ICC in the night for icecream then back to ECP for drinks and games. AIYA yung! Why didn't you come?! Hahaha awesome night I love it!

Smelly's Day on Saturday with R. We went offshore for our picnic, then Changi to see airplanes. Why no BA planes?!! Haha anyway it was another awesome day out. Been so happy lately, making me so reluctant to leave... Ahh well, I should make the best out of my trip.

Midnight bowling with my sister and friends after... Had a pretty fun time except for the achy arms and chipped ugly nailz. Hahaha a couple of spare and ONE strike, my highest points - only 97. Not bad for someone who bowls on an annual basis huh!

I didn't sign up for dramas.

Study date with Val & Ryan this afternoon followed by Where Got Ghosts with V in the night. The movie was really bad... I had to leave halfway through! On the bus home, my hairclip slipped and dropped through my fingers and it was gone for good. I search and looked for it under my seat and around it, but I cannot find it! That's when I realized that some things are just not meant to be. No matter how close it was to you, if it is not yours, it will never be...

Tonight's gonna be a good good night!

I spent my 19th shopping & catching Obsessed in the day with the ICC bunch Wayne, Ryan and Valerie. Obsessed is a bad show and I'm not saying that because I am racist!! Down to Siglap Werner's Oven for some delicious German food with the girls... And ice cream from ICC as dessert after! I ♥ lilies, they have already topped my "Favourite Flowers List"! Then it is singing session with my sister, fang and DR in Katong! Power-packed birthday! ;)

Saturday was a mini birthday celebration with my Vs and Rachel's 20th in Pan Pacific Hotel! Hmmm even though I do not have any parties (not like I like them), any alcohol, any massive birthday bash - I still enjoyed my birthday as much! Its the people that matters, the thought that counts, the effort they took, the love they gave. Okkkay, getting way too gayyyyy! Photos shall take over now!

Friday, 10th July 2009






Saturday, 11th July 2009

Many thanks to everyone who took the extra effort to text and wish me, I made sure I replied every single one! A lot of unexpected people texted me, not forgetting those who called too and I am really glad that they even remembered my birthday. Loads of thanks to all these people who made my 19th extra special, thanks! :D

H1N1?

V says (7:15 PM):
*so am i quarantined?
J says (7:15 PM):
*no? i dont have h1n1 stupid woman
V says (7:16 PM):
*sigh

NDP Preview 09

Far beyond awesome! ;D
More photos in Facebook!

My Vs

I cabbed down to Toria's place after work last night & the suprise was a great success! White wine, watermelon ice cream, party poppers and retarded camwhoring poses! What the hell right? Hahahah but I really ♥ the night! ;)

Anyway regarding the whole Ireland thingy... I don't know if its confirmed because I only spoke to my tutor over the phone. However, the parents gave the green light and all I have to do is wait for a confirmation answer then I'll just pack and go!


Happy 19th to my dear Victoria!

tears like diamonds on the floor

On my way to school on the sardine packed bus this morning, the news reported that Singapore has 599 H1N1 cases but fortunately zero death. With the number increasing rapidly, why aren't the schools closed? I'm not being selfish here - wanting more holidays. I am really worried for my health! The buses to school are always packed and this morning I was stuck in the middle of 2 coughing aunties! I don't wanna be the one to increase the 599 cases to 600! D:

Poncho, twin bicycle and rain don't go well together but who cares?! Instead of epic failure, we had truckloads of fun. It was just what I needed to chase away the Monday blues.

On a random note: After talking to a couple of classmates and friends, they have all come into a conclusion of me. Materialistic & Superficial. It was then I realised that they treated my realistic thoughts as being material. What is wrong with choosing Bread over Love?

Cabanas

I am back! I was so badly bruised that my friend thought I got into a fight in Bintan. I got abit homesick because of certain reasons but it was no doubt an experience I will never forget! Hehehe I saw a Komodo Dragon, have you seen one before?? Andddddd I might be going Hong Kong in 2 weeks time (keeping my fingers crossed), Batam for cable skiing date tbc and Cairo end of this year.

Yay I ♥ getting my passport stamped!

More photos on Facebook!

Life is a climb.

I had my last midsem paper today. Frankly I do not treat midsem tests seriously because tests to me, are never comparable to exams. I think in my weird ways, and maybe thats why my results are always Bs and not As.

Watched Hannah Montana The Movie today and I would totally love to live in a small town, own a farmhouse, a horse and a couple of chickens & cows..... So what if there ain't Malls, Starbucks and the Internet? I would rather be stripped off all my current responsibilites and worries. Yeah, I am running away from reality, but who doesn't? Hmm travelled a quarter of Singapore today - from Temasek Polytechnic to Plaza Sing, to Cathay back to Plaza Sing, then to the Marina Barrage, to the Henderson Waves then to the Rocher Tauhuey, and lastly home.

Lastly, I told a lie tonight and I do not enjoy lying. If only you can accept me for who I am, and accept my friends for who they are, there will be no need for lies. All I ever wanted is your support, but have you ever tried making an effort to understand me? Sadly, NO!

We were once so close but you hardly know me now....

Bluff Ah!

I had a really long day. Lunch at Joo Chiat with Wayne & Ryan, then ICC to camwhore with Val, Joy and Keefe. Hahaha we are a bunch of camwhore sluts. Bus 10 down to Vivo to meet V and we ended up shopping. Bus 10 to Siglap Starbucks then cabbed home. I am so exhausted, how to study now?!!

Crocs are cheaters, so much for their "Go ahead, walk a mile in our shoes. Comfy and colorful." I had 4 blisters, one tore and became an open wound. I had no choice but to buy a pair of slippers to change into. I am not going to wear it ever again and I paid $60 for that pair of Crocs...... FML, seriously.

SHOOO KEWT WORZZXX!

I had a talk last night with V and I think it is the reason causing me to hold back so much. So I am going to heed the love guru's advice and see how it goes. Going to start now, it is DO or DIE! Hahahahahah okay toddles people! Time for some icecreammm! Yumm ;)

Backtrackinggggggg

Kartikaa's 20th birthday!

A day in Ice Cream Chefs....

Pumproom with the girls for V's 19th birthday! The pork belly is the best pork I've ever had! It literally melts in your mouth! Fucking awesome! I am so going back for that again! :D