BEE-Z

Monday - Tesco after work

Tuesday - Salmon & Baked Pasta dins

Wednesday - Dublin Field Trip

Thursday - Birthday Party in Wellmount Apt

Friday - Italians & Spanish coming over for dins

Saturday - Funfair in the night

Sunday - Clean & Rest

Monday - Dins with Polish dude?

I'm pretty glad that my weeks are packed so that time will fly past faster. Fucking depressed, fuck the menstrual cycle. I cannot wait to be home.

HomeSick.

Sudden decision to look at all my photos in iPhoto and Facebook made me real miserable now. In my 5 weeks here, I have never missed home so much compared to now. I have the urge to fly home, hug my family and start calling everyone! I miss ICC's icecream and company a lot, I miss my Vs, I miss my bunch of girlfriends, I miss Ryan, I miss my family, I miss Singapore's warmth. I am fucking depressed and the fucking cold weather ain't helping. UGH

ON a random note, I've got a Tumblr account because I figured out my blog has more photos than words. Follow me here!

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Off to my 5th day of work at a temperature of 11 degrees.......

I miss them so much :(

FUCKING ANNOYED I NEED TO LEAVE AND FUCKING NOT COME BACK TO THIS FUCKING SHITHOLE PLACE CALLED HOME

Its The Trip

Less than 14 days left, I'm having mixed emotions. I'm beginning to feel the apprehension and fear of having to start anew with someone I barely know, in a foreign country, an unfamiliar environment. I guess it is normal to feel like this because after all I'm a girl and I've been so dependent on my friends and family. Been so comfortable in my bubble all my life then suddenly I have to pop and step out of it... It'll be absolutely tough!

Oh well a little research on shopping in Athlone made me feel slightly better, think Zara, Topshop, Accessorize and H&M! I hope this phase will pass as quickly as it came - let the trench coat and boots excite me! I'm going to picnic by the lakes, roll on the grass and spam everyone on Facebook with my photo uploads notifications! ;)

When we were so young, wild and free

I was telling Junyang and Esther this afternoon that I couldn't take it anymore. Constantly feeling depressed in school and waking up to nothing every morning. I do not look forward to anything, not even Ireland. Stuck in this vicious cycle of school, tutorials, and reports, I am so sick of this mundane life. Not blessed with awesome classmates like Vmay & Yanjun, only classmates & strangers, I hated my 3 years in Temasek Polytechnic. I cannot take it I need a drink.

On a happier note, I'm eating Beach Rd Prawn Mee & visiting Da Vinci later!

I WILL BITE YOU

school's a bitch, i think i've said this a million times but really, SCHOOL'S A TOTAL BITCH. i've just checked my exam timetable and it ain't cool, NOT AT ALL! 4 fucking papers and on top of that we had countless projects and tests. yayayayaya i'm being a bitch here complaining and whining about school but i can't help it! UGH to make things worst, my first paper starts on the first day of the exam week and my last ends on the last day AND i'll be flying off almost immediately after the exam week which leaves no time for me to do my meetups with my friends & family, buying stuff for the trip and etc! being a year 3 sucks, i cannot wait to graduate! then again, after graduation i'll have to worry about getting into a university... life sucks doesn't it?

anyway i heard lily allen's fuck you on the radio earlier and it was bad, no wait bad is an understatement. why the fuck did they censor and changed the whole song to THANK YOU?! the whole song sounds like a CIRCUS song with all the horses neighhing (thanks ryan) and all the rubbish sound effect to cover the word FUCK. seriously whats the point of playing the song when they changed 3/4 of it including the song title?!!

to make everything even worse than worst, i still can't find my birth certificate! who the fuck loses his/her birth cert?!!

The person falling here is me.

yea v, school's a drag, i cannot wait for school to end! as i was telling ryan, it's really hard trying to juggle school, work, social life and health. one of them will be affected and in my case, its my health. i think my sister passed her virus to me, i don't feel good at all. watched sunshine cleaning with the icc bunch and i enjoyed the movie. i'm still feeling sore for not being able to catch that pink carebear from tm's arcade.... hmmm interesting observation made by ryan, he said i tend to space out/stone/emo after 9pm, and i think its true know!