School's only better with them :)

Blk 85 with Miao, Vmay and Yanjun on Thursday for dinner and ICC. Everything was great until on the bus home, I was feeling nauseous, my legs were weak and my head was spinning. When I reached home I puked nonstop. Went to the hospital at 5am on Friday morning because I cannot tahan anymore...... UGHH I hate the doctor! She was literally POKING my veins! But on the bright side, I lost 4 kilos! ;)

Photobooth camwhoring during Calculus class!

So much for being happy over a table of food.......... :(

When we were so young, wild and free

I was telling Junyang and Esther this afternoon that I couldn't take it anymore. Constantly feeling depressed in school and waking up to nothing every morning. I do not look forward to anything, not even Ireland. Stuck in this vicious cycle of school, tutorials, and reports, I am so sick of this mundane life. Not blessed with awesome classmates like Vmay & Yanjun, only classmates & strangers, I hated my 3 years in Temasek Polytechnic. I cannot take it I need a drink.

On a happier note, I'm eating Beach Rd Prawn Mee & visiting Da Vinci later!

I WILL BITE YOU

school's a bitch, i think i've said this a million times but really, SCHOOL'S A TOTAL BITCH. i've just checked my exam timetable and it ain't cool, NOT AT ALL! 4 fucking papers and on top of that we had countless projects and tests. yayayayaya i'm being a bitch here complaining and whining about school but i can't help it! UGH to make things worst, my first paper starts on the first day of the exam week and my last ends on the last day AND i'll be flying off almost immediately after the exam week which leaves no time for me to do my meetups with my friends & family, buying stuff for the trip and etc! being a year 3 sucks, i cannot wait to graduate! then again, after graduation i'll have to worry about getting into a university... life sucks doesn't it?

anyway i heard lily allen's fuck you on the radio earlier and it was bad, no wait bad is an understatement. why the fuck did they censor and changed the whole song to THANK YOU?! the whole song sounds like a CIRCUS song with all the horses neighhing (thanks ryan) and all the rubbish sound effect to cover the word FUCK. seriously whats the point of playing the song when they changed 3/4 of it including the song title?!!

to make everything even worse than worst, i still can't find my birth certificate! who the fuck loses his/her birth cert?!!

Like a fish on land.....

I watched Duplicity today and it was really confusing... Anyway I've been feeling so deprived! So much work to do, so little time left. It really suck having deadlines every week, I can hardly breathe.

On a side note, Wayne asked me "How to differentiate infatuation with the REAL feeling?". So why don't you tell me?

Skool

Back to school tomorrow at 9am (no fun!) and I'm pretty sure everyone will shun me if they knew what medicine I've been taking... HIAKHIAKHIAK anyway I've been feeling a whole lot better! But I'm not sure if I'm ready to face deadlines & submissions. Till then, toodles! ;)

Life is a climb.

I had my last midsem paper today. Frankly I do not treat midsem tests seriously because tests to me, are never comparable to exams. I think in my weird ways, and maybe thats why my results are always Bs and not As.

Watched Hannah Montana The Movie today and I would totally love to live in a small town, own a farmhouse, a horse and a couple of chickens & cows..... So what if there ain't Malls, Starbucks and the Internet? I would rather be stripped off all my current responsibilites and worries. Yeah, I am running away from reality, but who doesn't? Hmm travelled a quarter of Singapore today - from Temasek Polytechnic to Plaza Sing, to Cathay back to Plaza Sing, then to the Marina Barrage, to the Henderson Waves then to the Rocher Tauhuey, and lastly home.

Lastly, I told a lie tonight and I do not enjoy lying. If only you can accept me for who I am, and accept my friends for who they are, there will be no need for lies. All I ever wanted is your support, but have you ever tried making an effort to understand me? Sadly, NO!

We were once so close but you hardly know me now....

RANNNTINNNG

I am so pissed. It is 2.40am and I'm trying to edit my HR report but my dear groupmate Kok's English sucks so much that I can't understand what he is trying to convey in the report. Everything is fine from PX's part to mine but when it reach Kok's............. I hate you, I spent so much ENGERY trying to figure out what you were trying to say. You need Improve-Your-English training, I shall send you for English Courses.


Time check- 3.05am
I have yet to write the Executive Summary, do up the Content Page and I'm only at page 11/17.

My heart is going to pop!

Asia Civilisation Museum and Angels & Demons with the classmates yesterday. Feeling so arty farty inspired now, I want to go to the Da Vinci - The Genius exhibition. Any takers?

SJAB girl Esther treating and cleaning PX's wound!

Breathe slow!

Never in my life have I feel so exhausted before! Every morning when I wake up, I feel a strain, both mentally and physically. Stuck on the bed, I couldn't move an inch for a few minutes and that happened a couple of times already. I am currently having a bad headache and terrible cramps, yet I had to be glued to the chair to do the stupid HR ptn! OMG... Way to go J! It is only the second week of year 3 and you are already so stressed out! Hah maybe I would have died before going university........

PS: I never seem to be able to finish the blooooody ptn!

Black friday marks the end of my second year in Temasek Polytechnic. I remembered how I used to whine and complain about my class, how I hated my class and how I detest school. Everything is over now and it turned out that I like my classmates more than I had expected. Too bad all good things have to come to an end and we'll be changing class again. I will miss all the laughter we had, all the rubbish nonsense things we said and all the bickers and quarrels! :)

Awesome day! 2 presentations down and I had a lot of funnnnnn! I'm beginning to feel comfortable with my classmates, but unfortunately we have to change class again which simply means the whole "Hi my name is Jasmine" process will start all over again. It suck, I hate it. More photos in FACEBOOK! :)

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I've just signed up for my OSIP, first choice Ireland followed by Aussie then Hong Kong. I am keeping my fingers crossed, hope my 3.39 GPA and my reasons will grant me an interview chance! :)

:(

I am going to fail my first test in my 2 years in Polytechnic. There goes my GPA. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

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The mother: OMG look at your thighs!! -points and exclaim!!- YOU ARE SO FAT!
The daughter: -sighhhhhhhhhh-

Like mother like daughter. How can I ever be skinnnayyyeee again!

回家吧!

My sister broke one of my Precious Moments figurines when she was cleaning them. Grr! Breaking things during CNY isn't a good sign eh? And she was such a bitch, she took out the one Calvin bought for me and asked if I want her to dump it. Bitchhayyee!

I used to love CNY as a little girl - all the excitment, the food, the clothes and the whole festive mood. But now, I don't seem to get affected by any of it, it must have been all the submission deadlines and upcoming tests which killed the mood :(

Camwhores

And so it was camwhore time with the groupmates (nicer ones) in the 'forest' when we really couldn't take the stress anymore. I love the polariod below!